If Hippies Are Whores Then Count Me In!: I Wish It Would End

Friday, February 15, 2008

I Wish It Would End

Awake in the middle of the night
I can't sleep
Thinking about our fight
Haven't slept in days

I just can't seem to eat
A headache's throbbing in my head
Unsteady on my feet
Dizziness fogs my mind

I cannot eat or sleep
My body's shutting down
I'm crumpling in a heap
People notice, they're scared

My hand shakes as I write
I'm scared too
I wish you would hold me tight
And tell me it will be okay

I wish it would end
This soul burning pain
My insides twist and bend
It's too late, I'm gone, I'm dead

-alisha 2/6/08

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About me:
Name: Alisha
Age: 14
Height: 5' 4"
Weight: 110
School: Chippewa
Pet Peeve: people who interupt me when im talking to someone and bad spelling/ grammer, people tickling me so stop it damn it
Best memory: There's too many to really choose, LANDIS!!
Favorite...:
Color: Black
Animal: Doggies
Sport: Track
Store: Barnes and Noble
Thing to do: Listen to Rent
TV show: Big Brother
Place: The Jamaican ocean
Friends!!!!
Best friend: My iPod
Friend you have known the longest: Landis
Friend you trust everything with: Kara
Friend who knows the most about you: Kara
Friend you miss the most right now: I don't really miss anyone right now
Best friend of the opposite sex: Chris
Friend you enjoy spending the most time with: My iPod
Friend(s) who are in a different grade as you: Kara, Nate
Friend you have been friends with for the LEAST amout of time with: Chris
Friend you haven't talked to in the MOST amount of time: Alex
Last....
Person you talk on the phone with: Some guy that wanted to talk to my grandpa about buying land
Friend you hung out with: Stephen and Dylan
Person you sent an email too: Sydney
TV show you watched: Big Brother
Movie you watched: The Rocky Horror Picture Show
Place you went: The River Inn Bar to hang out with Stephen and Dylan
Person you talked with on AIM/Yahoo/Messenger: Kara, we're talking right now.
Opposite sex!
First thing you notice about them: lLooks
Last person of the opposite sex you hugged: Jan( Pronounced Jon)
Ever liked one of them: More than once
Ever held their hand? Several times

Do you describe them as cute or hot? Cute or sexy
RANDOM QUESTIONS!
1. What should we call you? Sexy Lady

2. Have you ever showered with someone( And not just in gym class)? Actually, yes
3. Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for? Yes
4. If you could kiss someone at this moment, who would it be? I'd rather not say
5. Yay, you got a free holiday! where do u go? Missouri
6. Does a kiss make you feel better when you're angry? Yes
7. Right now do you prefer a Strawberry Milkshake or a Banana Cupcake? Banana Cupcake, I'm hungry
8. Is your phone within a meter radius of you? Yes
9.Wait, are you a male or a female? Female, "Don't get strung out by the way I look. Don't judge a book by it's co-o-o-ver. I'm not much of a man by the light of the day, but by night I'm one hell of a lover. I'm just a sweet transvestite from Transexual, Trannsylvania!!!!!" That song is fuckin amazing, okay?!
10. What are you wearing? jeans and a bra. PLUS a tanktop. xD haha. Tricked you.
11. What color is the thing you are sitting on right now? Black
12. Are you doing this just because you're bored? NO!!.. yes
13. What is bothering you right now? That I'm not watching The Rocky Horror Picture Show
14. Where did it go?! Okay, you take a right at the corner and keep going for a long, long, long time, then turn left and then you....
15. Was last New Year's enjoyable? Yes it was
16. I bet you miss someone right now. Uh, not really
17. And where might they be? Again, not really missing anyone right now

18. Can you type over 60 words per minute? Yes
19. Are you high? Just a little bit
20. McDonalds or KFC? McDonald's fries
21. Burger King or Wendys? I like both of their fries
22. Target or Walmart? Target!
25. What time is it? 2: 33
26. Would you ever become a vegetarian? I am a vegetarian
27. Where are you right now? My cabin
28. What is your desktop picture? Jamaica
29. Can you swim well? Yes
30. Do you shop for clothes? Yes
31. Where do you think your best friend is right now? Right here, it's my iPod
32. And what are they doing? Sleeping
33. Who do you think is the best person you have ever met? Everyone is great in their own way
34. Would you rather go to Tokyo or Paris? Paris
35. How about Melbourne or Rome? Melbourne
36. Do you have a guitar in your house? Yes
37. Are you listening to music right now? Yes

38. Who else is in the room with you? No one, I'm home alone
39. In winter, would you rather wear jackets or hoodies? Jacket
40. Do you wish you were somewhere else right now? No
42. How long can you go without your phone? A long time
43. Do you have any enemies? More than I should
44. What are you doing? Filling this out, listening to music, and waiting for someone to im me.
45.Have you ever kissed a blonde hair, blue eyes girl/boy? Sure
48. Who last called you babe/baby? Judy
49. What last made you sad? I ran out of service when I was in the middle of a really important texting conversation yesterday.
50. Is the person you last kissed younger than you? Uh, haha, no. Don't want to talk about that though. Please.
51. Where did you last sleep other than your house? On the couch at my cabin last night.
52. What are you doing tomorrow? Same as today. iTunes, iming, blogging, listening to music, etc.
53. Last person talked to on the phone and what did they say? If texting counts, Chris texted me and said,"Hey."
54.Whats the add on the side of the page say? Download free games!- Instantly!
Did you date anyone this past summer? who? Fredric and someone I don't want to talk about
Who was the last friend in your house? Sabrina
How's your ex doing? He seems pretty good
Is there someone you want to fight? Kinda, but not really
What color shirt were you wearing when your last kiss took place? A Pirates of the Caribbean shirt
Song playing right now? It was I See Dead People in Boats, but it just changed and now it's Sweet Transvestite.
Does anyone like you? More than one person. I know how a lot of people really want someone to like them, but when it's a lot of people and you don't really like any of them it's a problem!
What are you thinking about right now? What I did at The River Inn bar yesterday.
What' s your middle name? Noelle
What were you doing an hour ago? Iming Kara and listening to music
What does your last text message in your inbox say? "Fuck Yeah, man!"
Do you secretly like someone? Yes
Where were you friday night? My cabin
Do you wear the seatbelt in the car? Yes
Has anyone ever mistaken you for someone else? Yes
Next vacation you're going on? No idea
Do you have any piercings? 5
What's something you really want right now, be honest? Uh, I don't want to say
Do you like to text or call more? Text
What's the closest blue object to you? My pants
Could you forgive your best friend for sleeping with your bf/gf? I could but I'd be mad at them forever.
Is there anyone you hate? Yes
Are you single? Yes, but it's kind of complicated.
Do you like the color orange? Yes
Do tattoos and piercings excite you? Yes
Where was your last long road trip to? Wisconsin Dells
Sometimes, do you wish you were someone else? Yes
What is the weather like today? Warm and wonderful
Was your last kiss drunk or sober? I was but the guy wasn't.
Who did you last talk to on the phone for over 20 minutes? Hope
Where will you be in an hour? Same as now.
Describe the apperance of your ideal other? Hmmm...brown, curly hair and brown eyes, muscular, and taller than me by about six inches

If Hippies Are Whores Then Count Me In!

Friday, February 15, 2008

I Wish It Would End

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